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Why do I bother?

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 8, 2009, 9:56 PM


Ramblings
Yeah... I know no one's going to read this....so why do I do it?

Because it lets me get this out of my system better than just ranting at a wall or in my head... probably because there is still the possibility of someone reading this...
But whatever.

So. This last week was really rough for me. I submitted my portfolio for review to try and get accepted to the program a week ago Thursday, and we didn't get the results until just a few days ago...
I was so stressed out all week, and didn't really get much accomplished. Which sucks, because I have a crap-load to do.




And then I didn't get in.



So....I'm really happy for the people who did get in...but I'm still kinda depressed about the result for me. :(
I'm hoping to get some meaningful feedback after I get my portfolio back (hopefully tomorrow) so that I can be prepared for next semester...but who knows?


I think I'm gonna stay up late finishing hw and then eventually cry myself to sleep again...

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Yeah, sorry. :sweat: School's been really taking over my life...

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